Bila Namanya Pun Manusia

Salam...

Last entry, hoping that I can still write as before. But it turn out other way round. HE knows best. Many things happen, and yet I still here, struggling with books, problems, both happy and sad moment etc...Alhamdulillah...

Tak tau pasai pa, hari ni down la sikit kan...ntah...nak habeskan sisa2 pengajian yg b'baki kurg setahun nih, mcm2 rasa mai...mampu ka habeskan master nih dgn jayanya? Sem dpn malunya kalo nak hidup dgn duit dari pa n ma...Lps nih nak keja apa? Nak buat pa? adusss...mmg bleh bikin kepala bengong n sengal..

Jeles gak tgk kwn2 ramai yg pegang duit seniri, bagi duit kat parents, bla..bla..bla...yg haku lak, masih kat sini, kalo org tanya keja mana, cakap tak habes ngaji lagi...FUTURE???? x nampak...mungkin sbb membataskan impian hanya satu, n yg satu tu pon susah nak dapat..keja gov..mmg la susahkan nak dpt...jd SHO??? tak mnat la pulak...susah..susah...

Bukan la nak keja gov sbb nak senang, tp SANGAT SUKA dgn jawatan itu...PEGAWAI KESIHATAN PERSEKITARAN...n yet, until today, spa still blom panggil tuk interview...adoyai...memilihkah aku??? mcm ya..tapi ntah la...haku pon tak tau....

Kepala otak dlm mode tak-brapa-nak-betol+bengong+stress, so tak dpt nak b'fungsi dgn baik..N hopefully (normally works), this so-called-writing-session can push away all those rasa yg tak brapa nak sihat tuh...ok la....adiyos...Wassalam...

p/s : manage to finish reading VERSUS, by Hlovate...NICE!! 2 thumbs UP!! ^_^

a COMEBACK??? Maybe...and hope so....

Salam....

Alhamdulillah....still be giving the opportunity to live a peace life in this world...and again bahana membaca buku karangan SEOrang itu....Sbb tu la gaya tulih pon dah ala2 dia dah...3 days of revesion, and out of sudden, have the passion to start all over again in this maya writing...

and as usual, not hoping for anyone to read, as i'm not writing for anyone, only for me...as one way of expressing myself...because i always feel relief after this so-called-writing-session...

ok, maybe that's all for now as the 'appertizer'..

hoping that i might still continue writing days by days...
InsyaAllah....

Wallahu'alam...


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